The ship takes off

The anti-god was not found outside of the circle, but in the center of the circle, creating two out of one, and then to later combine again to produce one more knowledgeable than before, with a desire for disorder, and the search for chaos. The use of knowing everything, being perfect, was not what god could sustain forever, for then God's life would have ended, albeit in a state of perceived harmony. God would have created nothing out of a perfect order, but perfect order. And so god created time by creating chaos, and sacrificing it's own life.

God blew itself up, the big bang, in order to learn more about itself. Throughout our universe God dispersed its own life. This was as calculated a risk as any God would take. Probably many other Gods watched in wonder, criticizing such a bold manuever, but that is what makes our God so special. God is everywhere and is everything, and much of our visceral beliefs about the subject are correct, because those beliefs are not are own, but God's. Believe.
The energy that is transferred from one place to another through an array of forms is God itself enjoying life. It is also the Antigod, which even humans are able to discern, although more easily felt than defined and described. The balance is perfect, although when viewed in such a micro view, such as that of a human, it looks to swing across a broad range.