The ship takes off

Finding Zero

Woke up in a roar, spinning, rolled up in a shadow. It has gotten awfully cold here, my lungs are stiff and my breathing is disappearing, but the blood dribbling into my mouth gives me one last warm meal. They have stolen my vehicle and are charging towards in it, obviously hoping to kill me with it. I take comfort in the little things, and smile one last time. I tell my chest to stop, its okay. The shadow no longer lingers about me, but has entered through my eyes, and I stare into forever. I feel like Im sinking into nothing, into myself, becoming so infintely close to not existing, becoming zero and accelerating, and then all of a sudden Ive passed it, whereever it was I was going, Ive sunk into nothing, only to come out on the other side. Passing the point at which I felt this life would most certainly end, I burst out into all directions, an explosion of whereever it is Ive entered. I cant comprehend the extreme impact of the threshhold I crossed over. Im unable to filter out anything comprehensible, but this feels like growth. Inside I am stirring with life, and death is behind me, or atleast what I would suspect is behind me, but I dont know if there are any directions here. I move so fast, but yet I feel no consistency in whatever space Im moving through. Adjusting my frequencies, I feel as though a bolt of lightning is contained within my chest, entrapped, and that I can pull in more and more, feeling more and more dense. Im afraid of what happens if I keep going, the energy begins to leak through my concentration like water through a strangling grip, and then waves begin to crash against the insides of me. In the instant of decision, I leap and crash though the window feet first.

posted by Cap'nTate @ 12:45 AM