Wednesday, September 28, 2005

When we get there

Sitting, observing the trees, looking for any movement to indicate the vermin is alive and willing to play. I had premeditated the enjoyment and acted it out. My instincts are perverted by the gun, giving me a quick fix to my natural desire to obtain a meal. To think of what I had done, brought me to question myself, to trust why I acted, or know who I was. Sometimes I get to a place, a place that has taken a long time to get to, and I wish I wasnt there.